Active Again

I'm up way to fucking early for a Saturday morning.  But it's for a good cause, right?  I'm trying to get back in the game and be active in the Humane Society again.  There is a yard sale this morning and I'm going to work it until around 11:30 and then I will probably come home and take a nap and then go to Meg and Andrew's for some hang out time with some awesome people. 

Right now I'm engrossed in "Angel" bad idea, should have never put the channel on....might be a little late to help set up for the yard sale.  I need to get the entire show on DVD!!  Still watching that price fall at Amazon. 

I believe that summer is offically over....it's really, really cold out this morning - Autumn is finally here!! 

Watch one more quarter of the show, finish my coffee and get dressed for the yard sale and head over to Terry's. 

Be At Peace

The keepers of the passing souls are watching over Sam's Dad Bill now.  He passed yesterday morning around 2:30.  I was wide awake at that time.  Guess that's because there was no waking Sam from her sound sleep.  I couldn't tell you if it was Bill or Arthur that woke me, hell could have been Grandpa for all I know, never had that happen before.  Now to get thru the funeral, which I do not deal well with.....

Up at 5:30 this morning, which is completely out of the ordinary for me, I usually sleep right up  until the last minute to get up.....

Have short day at work today, then counseling - which is greatly needed - then go to meet Karen for dinner and a show at the Lebanon Opera House, which were tickets that I won at work!! 

The tides are turning. Reading a book that I've had for quite some time now but never picked it up until now.  The Circle Within'......it's about living Wicca everyday, not just eight times a year....which I think I already do but sometimes it gets lost in the shuffle...I'm going to work on that since everything has seemed to 'spiral' out of control.  It's time to clean the house and cleanse the alters. 

Need to take a shower and get ready for work so need to go now, more later.....

Again This Year....

Watching to be sure we are safe and on the correct path, really??  Several Raven "friends" followed Gram and I on our walk on Sunday.  I spent the afternoon with Gram.  She's better but still dwells on the details of Grandpa's death.  That's the biggest reason I've avoided visiting her so much.  Which makes me feel guilty.  I'm not sure how to 'fix' that feeling.  I've been calling her more and will try to go visit at least every other week.  Maybe that will help me not feel so guilty and she will be happy to see me.

Do I really have Raven again this year??  Really??  I get the hint.  Will begin my work with Raven.  I'm guessing that involves cleaning 'spiritually and literally' of the house. 

 

Starting Over

I couldn't locate my other blog and couldn't find the paper the password was written on so that told me I was supposed to start a new one and leave the old behind.  Easier said than done.  Since Star began writing again, thought I would give it a try again.  I'm not as crafty with words, witter in person (sometimes), but what the hell.  Hoping this will help me attempt to get out of the awful place I seem to be in and can't get out of on my own.  Been here in this place for 8 months and counting.....  By the way what happened to spell check here??  You'll have to forgive me I'm a horrible speller most of the time.  I have to imagine that this 'funk' will end eventually.  Would like to use this blog as a 'starting' over point in my life.  Chances are it will take a long, long time but I'll start today.  I need to go check on dinner, yes dinner, I'm actually cooking, amazing as it is I know.  I will try to write more later.